My Feelings..

Heehee.. few more hours, i'm goin to fly!!! Goin to Bali la.. Haha.. Finally can dont work, go rest liao.. Haha..
Hmmm.. One more thin.. Irene told mi e transfer tin is not comfirm yet. But my name is on e list le rite? Although i cant bare to leave AMRT, but, if reali i hav to go, i go ba.. Nothing to say liao..
Bye People..

hello.

Hello.. Long time nv come to my blog liao.. haha.. very busy la.. hmmm.. My first task, Payroll.. Going to end soon.. Haha.. I going to hand over to Maricel soon.. Next task.. M&R.. Haiz.. can die lor.. Equipments leix.. Aiyo..
Yeah!!! Nex month i goin to Bali!!! with shangjun. To celebrate we together 1 year liao.. Heehee.. So haapy, no need to work 1 week. Hmmm.. The filght is at 7.25am on the 15th dec.. 18th den come back.. haha.. First time go overseas to enjoy and oso first time take plane leix.. Wa.. So excited!!! WAHAHA!!!

off..

Finally.. ASMC over liao.. Wa.. 1st time nobody get Dean list.. Alex oso wor.. Hard to believe.. Haha.. I've learn alot of things.. Teamwork, communications etc.. Most impt.. PM tasks.. haha.. no need everytime call service man liao.. haha.. Today is Tie Xiong and Wei Ling birthday!! Happy Birthday to them.. May all wishes come true!!! Sian wor.. today tmr no work.. i stay @home wan to die liao.. Boring!!!Somemore i slp slp slp.. Haha.. Sunday gy.. Sure veri tired de.. Haiz..

So tired..

Today.. M3 again.. Haiz.. Haha.. Busy siol.. Today work wit Yong Hong.. I tin i so call scold him ba.. Hmmm.. He is e counter crew but he go mop e floor.. As a cashier he should standby @ e counter. I told him tat y he nv show mi his leadership? Instead of leading, he nv set a good example.. Hmmm.. Crew leader.. Yong hong ah.. U hav to buck up oh.. Jia you!!! year end..
Today customers in until door open.. Scary wor.. Somemore i down crew.. Haiz.. All crews tired liao.. Can c frm their expression.. Hmmm.. Tmr ll b oso another hard day ba.. Jia you wor.. =)

So Sad..

Haiz.. Bro still not goin to sch.. Haiz.. How leix.. I wan to become siao liao.. I reali wan to give up le.. Last few days together wit sj we bring them go eat durians.. Promise mi tat he ll go sch.. I so happy wor.. But.. Hu nods?? Cheat mi again and again.. I reali very tired le.. I wish to don bother him anymore.. He once told mi tat he wan change sch, but his mum say cannot. If change le, all sch fees la, books fees uniforms fees ll hav to paid by ourselves.. Nobody ll help le.. Haiz.. Reali can die.. She allowed mi to let them go my hse and stay. I oso spoke to owner liao.. She said 1 ppl $200.. Plus mine total ll b $750!!! Wa.. Half of my pay.. Haiz.. Tis one hav to save money liao..=(
Now i nod tat Freddy oso wan to join Havi.. Aiyo.. Good mehx? Tiring de leix.. Haiz.. Tin Razmy and Khairil ll go try nex week ba.. Good luck to them.. =)

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Jux finish work now at home.. Hmmm.. Stupid polling cant poll in until now den finish my things.. So unlucky.. Haha.. Irene talk to mi regardind my work.. She said tat nex month i goin to tke over arah, hold payroll.. When i knew it.. I got no reaction.. Neither did i feel happy nor sad.. She oso ask mi y i wan to resign.. I ask how she nod.. I onli told shikin, kat and rosnah.. I tin is rosnah say de lol.. haha.. Now yvonne oso nod le.. Diao.. I ask irene tat izzit bcuz i wan to resign so she give mi a task? She say no.. Hmmm.. Ok lol.. I oso don wan the ans.. but i oso told her tat not onli mi wan to resign.. Kat, alex,shikin oso wan.. But y find mi? haha.. ???
Arah ll tke over inventory, fang yu ll b coach on schedule by rosnah, rosnah ll tke over training, maricel ll tke over ops/uniform/stationaries..I wan to learn inventory actually.. Haha.. Lyk fun lol.. -.-'' Haha..Wa.. I tin nex month i ll b very busy wor.. Can die.. Hope i can do it!!! Yeah..

Oh my God!!!

Oh my god!!! Haha.. Today go eat breakfast wit sj.. He suddenly say must go bukit batok mac to drink milo..Den wat ll become stylo milo.. Haha.. When reach there.. Wa kao.. Nice siol.. The environment.. Faint liao.. Haha.. Got mcafe, desert kiosk, n u nod wat!!! The kitchen is @ the 2nd floor!! Oh my god.. The asm jux need to slide the product out den the machine ll grab it n send to the counter front!! power!! Haha.. Very nice leix.. Yvonne!! Pls let mi go attachment there.. One day i oso happy man!! Haha..
Today work very tired.. Down crew sia.. Haiz.. If kena GB i tin ll flunk.. Oops.. No la.. sure 100%.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Finally goin to ASMC nex month wit alex.. Hmmm.. =)
Ytd razmy talk to mi say his 2 frens wanna join Havi. Today i spoke to sj, he say must wait.. Den today razmy suddenly say he and khairil wanna join Havi. Aiyo.. How leix? If sj really hired them.. They ll live mac leix.. Den rosnah ll down crews.. But i tin wat razmy said is correct.. He said tat no matter u work how long in mac, ur pay ll b the same.. Y don look 4 a beta job leix? Oso say we already frens for 3 yrs liao.. Hmmm.. Rite.. I should tin of their future de.. But work in Havi very tiring de leix.. Today delivery comes, I oso saw freddy ask junit for his no.. Hmmm.. I tin all the guys wanna join Havi liao.. Haiz.. Can die..

Ps*** anybody saw tis blog pls don't spread it out.. Silence pls.. Thx!!!

I nod wat i need to do le..

Hmmm.. Jux got home.. Haiz.. My bro dint go to sch again.. Kns.. So worried abt him.. Haiz.. I decided to skip my BTT.. I wan to save money for my bro sis.. For their sch fees, ez link fares, books and uniforms.. I can do it!!! Cheer up Cai Ping!! U can do it!! =)

Haha!!! Finally Done!!

Yeah yeah.. Jia jun decoration finally done liao!! Haha.. Nice sia.. W/out him reali cannot survive.. Haha.. :tr promotion dunno how the bosses ll think hor? Heehee..

Cute hor?? Haha.

Tis is e pic i lyk e most! Well done JJ!

Haiz..

Today, go attachment to sunp, hmmm.. quite ok ok la.. veri busy in the evening.. i hold cash sia.. can die lol.. not familiar wit it.. But still ok la.. Haha.. One bad news.. Chieu yen admitted to hospital.. Motor accident.. Haix.. Dunno how is she le.. But i ll go visit her on thurs.. Hope she's ok.
Today sunp havi guy is shangjun!!! haha.. I on break halfway den go tke d/o.. Den saw him.. Heehee.. Wa.. sunp ordered sooooooooooooooo many products sia.. 30cs of fries, 20cs of onion rings!!!!!! their freezer flood till lyk hell lol.. their crews all curse and swear.. Dunno hu is the mgr hu do ordering?? Hmmm.. curious..
Gy attachment mgr is Christina frm WL.. Hmmm.. She jus transferred to WL from hou gang store.. Haiz.. Den Ivan leix? On the move again?? Sometimes i reali pity Ivan.. I feel fortunate to Stay in Amrt rather dan kick out to store by store.. But smetimes i oso envious of her as she can go other stores to look ard.. But.. Izzit stay @ own Store better? Haiz.. Dunno wher Ivan ll be goin next?
Haha.. Inside the bus, i read up my basic theory test book.. I found out tat i made alot of stupid mistakes.. Tat's y i fail.. Haiz.. Jia lat.. Haha.. Nex nex month i wont be so careless liao.. I promise.. =)

Wat the hell!!!

Fuck.. I had failed my basic theory test.. Jux got home.. Haiz.. Emo.. The qns too tricky liao.. So disappointed in myself.. Hav book another test date on july.. Tis time i onli wait for 1 month.. not 3 months,, Haha.. @ least i tin i ll b able to pass nex test. If nv pass my name is not chai peng!! Change to 'chi peng'!! I believe onli 1 failure doesn't mean anything.. Life still go on rite? Can't ask mi to go die ma.. Haha.. Haiz.. But still.. Emo..
From ytd till now.. I reali very tired.. Haiz.. But wat i'm happy most.. Is nadia and razmy bring mi go in malaysia.. Thx to them i get to see so many interesting things.. Haha. Oso tke alot of pics there.. Although shikin can't go in as she took wrong passport, But still.. Nex time hope she can go wit us.. razmy and nadia oso treat mi and tie xiong eat.. We eat roti prata, roti john.. haha.. Nice si.. Thank you so much!!

SiaN..

Get to nod from arah tat ytd she went to azlindah's chalet. Haiz.. I don even nod anything.. So sad she ask arah go but not mi. reali not my kakak anymore le.. Tis proves tat. Mayb kok chin goin so she nv ask mi to go. Haiz.. I don mind they goin ma.. Y she nv ask mi to go? So disappointed..
Jux now meeting.. Heard hav to sit down wit boss abt our PDS. I get a satisfactory results.. Said i jux new in the position, and get emotional easily.. Haha.. Reali oh.. Tis oso she nod.. Ha.. Nvm lol.. Hmmm, stil thinking if i should work hard anot???
Diao..
Today during meeting we had tried the new promotion products, onion rings, spicy nuggets ang GT mcflurry.. Although i nv eat onion but no choice hav to try. Eh.. Reali is the whole onion inside.. Taste.. Ok la.. Can eat.. Haha.. The spicy nuggets reali... SPICY. But i lyk.. Heehee.. but the GT mcflurry, sucks... Can die..
Haha..
Now for the sad things, my brother actually lie to mi tat he got go to sch.. Actually.. Nv.. I called them today, sis say tat since i meet them he already nv go to sch le.. How am i suppose to do? If i said i wanna open a chalet for him, he promise to go to sch, but, he nv.. Y??? I need to talk to him,but he don wan to listen to mi.. Haiz.. Emo..

Scary sia..

Hmmm.. Today is a scary day for mi..
There's 3 customeRs oRder food, I walk fRom lObby to cOuNter, dEn i jux silghtly so call 'pump' to 1 of thEm, Den e othEr freN told tiS custOmer(who talk to mi ltr on) tAt i 'pump' heR. Tis CustOmeR cOme and tolD mi the whole situAtioN. WheN i knEw it, i apologize to hEr immediatEly.. DeN, ard 11pm plus, i gO foR my bReak, Saw the guy hu saiD sOrry to mi, explaiN to mi tAt his Fren is abit Drunk, So hOpe i doN mind. I reAli dOn mind, But, feel lyk a 'gangster fight' is goin to occurr soon.. haha.. I go backdoor smoke, He sat down n chat wit mi.. I feel werid. But stil, i chat wit him. knowinG tAt thesE 3 customeRs are so werid. the gal hu i 'pump' to stil lOOk nt so Frenly, but others okay. Hmmm.. Wat a dAy i haD.. HopE i wOnt met suCh thinGs aGain!!!
Phew... -.-''

Can DiE..

Haiz.. now studying my basic theory @ mac.. tired.. But kns lol.. I finally nod the MANDATORY signs and PROHIBITORY signs liao.. Now reading WARNING signs.. Haiz.. Can die. Dunno when i can finish it.. Haha.. Jux now 8:30pm plus go out eat wit ah xiong and shikin.. Xiong surprised y i ll come.. Jux come lol.. Haha.. We eat @ burger king.. Chat Chat Chat.. @ least i nod how is xiong le.. now ppl fit liao lol.. Haha.. Army huh.. Tin of JJ goin to army soon oso.. Haiz.. goin to lose 1 more fren le.. Dunno hu ll acc mi go sing songs again.. long time no c Zhen hao kor le.. kind of miss him.. When he can join us sing song leix? Haiz.. So sian.. -.-''

fiNally..

Hmmm.. Came back from chalet tis afternoon.. Hmmm.. tired.. Slp whole day liao.. haha.. Now.. Very bored.. nth to do.. Tried to read my Basic theory, to prepare for nex nex monday.. but i dunno wat i'm reading lol.. Dunno can pass anot.. Haha.. Hope so ba.. So boring.. Heard tat McDonalds goin to launch green tea mcflurry, onion rings and spicy nuggets.. Haha.. Funny.. nice mehx?
Must try.. Hmmm..
I miss Shang Jun..

FiNally Off dAys!!!

Yeah Yeah.. FinAlly I fiNish my wOrk!! Haha.. Off 3 days.. =) TodAy sAw kakak wit NiNa, they cAme to use inteRnEt. Hmmm.. @ 1st i nv sAw nina, den i give kakak a hug. i dunno nina ll jealous anot? Diao.. But, i tink e hug is not lyk last time liao.. Not much feelings.. Haiz.. Mab she's not my last time kakak le ba? Haha..
Today, b4 i work, i ask my bro sis come eat again.. They no $ to buy food.. Haiz.. Again.. I go buy tape den claim frm fy, wa.. My $30 over dollars all spend to my bro sis.. Give them pocket $ la.. buy food and drinks la.. Wa.. Can die..If i reali strike lottery tat ll b good.. Den got extra money for them and myself.. Now i tink i hav to eat grass liao.. lol.. Hav to reali smoke less to tahan till my pay come out.. Haiz.. Sian..

Hmmm.. TireD..

Yeah yeah.. Finally finish my work.. Tiring sia.. Today ok ok.. Nth much to say, onli abit dissapointed nv saw Irene and her daugther. Haha.. Nvm.. Nex time lol.. Now mi and Sj ok liao.. Still loving as b4.. Haha.. Today he come to my store wor.. I oso dunno.. Until i c him i'm shock.. Haha.. 2 more days.. Den i off.. Haha.. Happy.. =) Sometimes, i still thinking wanna ask my bro sis come live wit mi anot.. see them everyday spend their days lyk tat, loitering ard.. Haiz.. Nv study.. Reali worried abt their results, especially di di de.. Haiz.. Worried.. If i goin to bring them over, i ll promise even i suffering i ll let them suffer.. Stil ll let them eat good wear good slp tight.. @ most i go tke another job lol.. Their mother oso dan care abt them.. Onli mi.. If 1yr ago, they nv met mi @ csp i oso dunno how they look lyk now.. Now.. mayb their mother don care abt them, i nod i stil ll.. Today ask them come Amrt find mi, they look skinny le.. Everytime hungry onli eat maggi mee.. nth.. Their mother onli nod how to let them eat maggi mee.. Dunno how to cook for them mehx? Now no job oso dunno wat she does everyday? Den my bro sis how? If i reali earn much, i hope i can rent a bigger hse, so mi togeter wit my bro sis can live togeter, my bro ll go sch instead.. Haiz.. I tin still hav a long way to go ba.. Haiz..

Wat e Fuck..

Jux finish work gy.. tiring.. But.. Wat e fuck!! Customer scold fang yu until she cry sia.. The customer Q wrong side.. Den auntie nv tke his order den kena mara.. Shit lol.. He said say sorry got wat use? If i give u 1 punch den i say sorry can anot? Wa.. Du Lan.. Not gentleman lol.. Shit him.. I stand between them i oso dunno wat to say.. Fang yu ask yvonne to settle tis customer.. I tin boss oso kena mara by him le ba.. Haiz.. Customers is always rite? Big fuck ah? Bull Shit..

I'm ReaLi So SaD..

Sad cant desribe my feeling rite now.. He told mi tat i change. To a different person he use to nod.. i change? Reali? In wat ways? i dunno.. He called mi jux now n we chat.He said tat i don reali love him, in a way of he call mi 'lao po' den i call him 'lao gong'. He oso said tat i jux makin use of him.. Every start of e month i ll always go out wit frens to sing, or acc my bro sis go out. Onli @ e mid month or end of e month i ll come find him. Cuz i don hav e money to survive. I not tis kind of person.. I wont lyk tat de.. But did he understand mi? He ask mi, who is impt? Frens or him? I reply, is my frens. As we r not stable yet. He ask, wat is e meaning of stable? If we r not stable, izzit all e time my frens r impt dan him? Last time when we wan to hav breakfast or dinner or supper no matter how busy i am, i ll go eat wit him. He now say tat askin mi out lyk tkin appointment.. He dunno tat since i kena mara by boss and rosnah, i reali tin tat i'm not belong to mac.. But he don understand. I was more busier dan before.. Not i don wan to acc him, is i reali hav no time.. Every day knock off i jux feel lyk slping, i was too tired.. Who ll understand? Who ll understand how i feel? Nobody.. Even he oso don understand.. i reali tired of my life le.. Can i end it????
Emo gal..

SiaN yi baN.. -.-''

Today.. Is a loNg dAy foR mi.. WheN e TimE i staRteD to wOrk, RosNah aSk mi to tKe ovEr heR 4 a while, Cuz sHe waN to hAv a faSt bitE. I sAy ok, haNd ovEr e ShiFt to mi. WheN Razmy cAme in, I follOw her instructioN to pUt RaZmy tkE oveR Jegen. But Maznah goiN baCk @ 5:30pm. So i aSk rosnAh again how's hEr opniOn.But suddEnly, sHe shouteD @ mi, Jux say give back my Shift, I settle myself. Wa.. My heaRt reaLi sAnk lor..
Feel lyk wanted to cry.. I jux go back n count my money.. Haiz.. Wat a start of my day.. I tot she was jux kidding, but her expression is so serious.. Haiz.. Can die.. WheN can i chAnge my jOb? I reaLi wOrk uNtil siaN le.. Mayb e whole mgmt team is treating mi lyk azlindah ba.. Haiz.. How leix?
I reali innocent..

So Emo..

Kena Mara.. -.-''

Jux came back from work.. Haiz.. So sian. Kena Mara by boss.. Cuz of the Mcgriddles i forgot to thawand oso hotcakes. somemore oso the sundae and shake mix not in place. Kena Mara.. Boss onli give mi 1 sentence, u arrange urself and do e pre-shift. Haiz.. Emo liao.. Arrange lol.. Wat can i say? Ytd reali no mood to work.. Haiz.. Emoing myself, den sj wanna come find mi, but i say i wanna to b alone. But he keep askin mi to come out c him.. I reali wan to b alone.. I nod is my fault not 2 pick up his call or reply msg, my fault.I oso don wan tis to b happen de.. I don wan lol.. Sometimes, 1 ppl reali don understand the others.. lyk, actually i doin sth which made mi 4get to do the other thing, but in the end, cant get e chance to explain,den kenna scold. I oso not purposely hang his phone de.. Tis oso hard to explain, den say i find him irratating.. Haiz.. Wat can i do to let ppl nod wat i doin is rite? I'm inocent!

Haiz.. EmO..

My heart totally sank le.. I don wanna to hav a break up, reali.. I rali lovehim tat much de.. Why do things become so uncontrollables? Why cant i make thing better? Haiz.. So emo now..
Today.. 1 and onli happy stuff.. Is because our breakfast sales hit $5k.. Wahaha.. But i oso heart pain to c Rosnah, boss and fy stay back and help mi n alex.. Today reali down round egg lyk hell.. Shit lor.. All customers give black face.. But heng they nv complain.. After work, more to nth to do.. Somehow i hold shift, arah come den can doown things liao.. Somemore i no need to do ordering, boss they all help mi do le.. Haiz. The last 1hr of breakfast, i let Ann to use frozen HC lor.. I feel so bad.. Mayb is my fault again ba.. Nv thaw? Haiz..
Jia jun work @ 5pm.. He came told mi tat he goin in to Army soon le.. Somemore police academy.. Good luck to him lol.. Wa.. 3 yrs friends le.. Cant bare tat he ll leave mi soon on Sep 9th.. My good fren.. Haiz.. Will miss him so much de.. I wont 4get tis good fren de..

LatE.. -.-"

OranGe.. To desCribE e mOOd i aM todAy.. ToDay lAte fOr wOrk.. Haha.. SuppOse 2 woOrk @ 2pm.. I waKe uP @ 2pm.. Haha.. CaN diE.. SomeMoRe hAveN iRon my uNifOrm.. StrAight aWay cAll StoRe.. Haha.. LatE 45Mins.. I tkE ovEr ShiFt, lyk ShiT.. 2 No sHow, 1 mc, 2 exCuseD. All test my PatiEnt.. CanNot taHaN.. But, still hav tO rUn.. lyk shiT.. @ nitE waNna chAngE oil.. But fOund oUt tat no ShoRteniNg, No pail.. How 2 cHangE? CaN diE.. So go ST lOl.. Go till Lucky PlaZa anD PARK.. Haiz.. ComE bAck dO my ThiNgs den "phew".. Can diE.. Haha.. Tke PhotO oF LiaNa, mAlA, KalAi N Riris.. Wa.. VeRi tiRed liao.. WaNNa gO slp le.. Zzzz...........................................................................

sO EmO.. -.-''

Blue.. is to describe the mood of my day.. Today so emO. After delivery coms, reali emo le..
This is e tin i need to do & follow.. Why cant he understsnd mi? Haiz..
Always use kor to say mi..
Haiz.. Another tin.. I find tat 'she' reali not e gal tat my kor is finding.. Haiz.. Why lyk tat leix.. I tot i supposeto c my kor happy when he tot he found the rite 1.. But everytin is not so beautiful as wat i tin.. So wat e guy is e admirer? Care so much abt him 4 wat fcuk? I reali don lyk tat gut lol.. is 'he reali lyk him? Den my kor ll b so heartbroken le.. My kor is reali a good guy.. No jokes.. I hope he ll gve up on her and find a beter 1.. But can he do it? I doubt.. Now i tin i reali lyk a stoopid lol.. Dunno y? Haiz.. Reali tired le ba.
EMOING>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>